2Q --> C

i keep thinking and i know it's such a waste of time at certain extent:

1)should i agree to be one of the speaker for debat piala pengarah kampus or keep in track as the head of organiser?

(zafirah,kimi n the gang,2010 kowt)

ok,IF (the buah kalu) i join in, i must attend extensive training in the night.
the effects:
1)i will live in absolute exhaustion to manage my time as i will be sitting for stats first test.of course, a test comes along with an extravagant preparation to pass it with an A.so..by attending the training,i would automatically neglect (a slight ignorance is still neglecting okay) my obligations which is my true priority.
besides,i need my bagpack along.i don't have a car and so it's hard to go back and forth from taman selasih to faculty.i used to it but i can't stand sharing a single bed with my other friend,tht's hers why should i sleep on it?menyusahkan lah amira ni. :(

2)i can acquire brand new skills as malay debater. well as previously i'm an ordinary english speaker, i never been into malay debating thingy..which is good and i tend to grab the 'own-prepared' medal n certs.haha..i'm not that good.i swear :D
but then again i need to sacrifice most of my time which is gila gila hard to decide.is it worth it or not.

ouww man,,,to make it easier i'm thinking of finding a replacement.this is similar to 'I AM NOT PARTICIPATING'

here comes the effort and i got two names.they're not yet replying my offer.
tomorrow is the day.IF no one is replying,i'll be taking the risk and yes i am participating.gulppp...*fainted*



regain concious!haha
i wonder how would my monday be?would it be a mesmerising monday or else monday madness i must say...

it's time to sleep.stop thinking.
i always believe two questions produce a confused man.
so stop asking me with yes/ no?or even no/ yes?

p/s:'kalu main buah kalu ketapi jadi colek' i still can't find the significance of that saying..hahaha...

good luck amira.i love you.peace out!

piano and the soul

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0CSK0hpJlE

i'm too lazy to update and this is as far as i can go.yyupp with the above link.only and of course a lil bit bout the link.(really huh?) ;)

there is a charm in this instrument (forget maksim let's drift our mind to beethoven). i always wanted to put my 10 graceful fingers on that keys.i might do it in any unidentified venue and time i must say.why so? I NEVER WENT TO PIANO CLASSES.so, R.I.P the gift and talent.ha-ha (yeaa rriitteee)

what's with this piano thingy?well, all of those above are not the only reason why i got into my 'aku-da-xde-kje-lain-ke?' mode.somehow it does.(huh??)haha..-hey ppl it's crazygirl typing.-

have you ever heard of BLINK 182?their music influence is so of my type.not to mention since i was in schools.eversince* 'he' took his journey,adding distance far away from me some more,i've lost part of my soul.honestly i do.i'm not certain if the soul is the soul of what it supposed to be or it's just one of typical syndrome.the saying goodbye syndrome..

oh boy,imy :p

it's not that i miss you like crazy or i might die and i forget how to breathe pluehhh..haha..it's just that i have to encounter a zone where i need to stay miles away from the person i used to talk to..merepek n chit chatting about imaginations jam-packed in my head..man-u vs CHELSHIT n whatever matters that i can simply call alien-alien conversation.

what's with the aliens?i believe i'm an alien bc i'm a freak and it's one in a million who can understand my way,my approach,my speaks and he's amongst the millions :] (congratulations and hapy 22nd bday!!sesuai ke mcm ni?haha.do i care!)

well readers,without further a due let me ask you.. are you in trouble looking for correlation in between my words?from the top to this line?yes this line.i'm sorry but this is how an alien writes.dangg!

and so, all that i can say bout the piano and the soul is how it started.i mean the link.the piano,blink 182 and I MISS YOU song.enjoy!

p/s: *'he'-a creature with red cape and blue costume a.ka superman :)

keep in touch buddy,imy hehehe