why on earth??

whtfissshhhhh!i know i don't sound silly but i alwayz look silly and yess tht's alwayz..ppl around me never think outta the box.they're rubbish! (certain of'em.sorry to the rest who ain't) i'm pissed.sorry i should not.i used to say 'i never knew what emo is;all that i know is i love elmo! ok chill now...probs smothering me over n over again.non-stop and i love that cz it shows how strong i am (Allah believes in me..tht's y laaa)..today,i've done a lot.my chemistry,my debate,my malam Anugerah Dekan...wtever lah.

1st case file
(suddenly i open my case file..ahaha)
target:iffah
behind the scene: there's nothing behind this scene.she agreed easily and hello new teammate!

2nd case file
target: didi
behind the scene: i invited her to join in. she said, there's a story behind this.sorry i can't. my parents won't allow me to join in.

3rd case file
target: fifa hisham
behind the scene: she doesn't even reply my msg :'(

4th case file
target: qis
behind the scene : i'm sorry amira i've to attend my cuz's wedding. maybe next time btw thnkz for the invite..
owh..wait..i can think of it first..
*i hope she's now thinking and deciding
(fingers crossed)

5th case file
target : aqeelhaqeem, izad,mukhzani
behind the scene : i jz txt'em via fb and maybe they're very busy stdying..*sigh~

amid the case files,i'm crediting syahirah mohamed as she willingly be part of this casefiles and she's the yellowpages.thankie thankiee..weeee~~

why on earth i'm revealing these casefiles?hahah..me weirdo...
the bottomline is that indicates how hard for me to find my brand new teammates over here. Now i really miss my former teammates
(syuk,tra goog,hanan,ain nur yaqin)
*sobbs.....

what will be the end of this chapter?i'm done thinking.let the time decides

one baby step into an adulthood;debating arena

hye2 world!i woke up an hour earlier than yesterday.yeahh what an achievement of me over here..hohooo..erm well today i've to accomplish two big big big big stuffs.mr. shashi the advisor of english debating club called me up an ask me to meet him today.guess what..the letter for arau open has arrived!waahhh...erm but then i still trapped;emotionless bcz i got no teammates yet then how would i start practicing and all that..haiiyaaahhh..wtever it is jz don't mess up with me.i'll figure it out!yeahh..arau kau tggu arau..but then my vice pres farid roslan asked me to join his team but malay lah.alamak it's not that 'i sound silly when i speak in malay u see' tp i'm not the kinda malay yang boleh bercakap dgn bahasa yang agung dan mantap (huh,is it suitable to use agung dan mantap?hahaha)..On top of that i've to keep holding my words with farahana to get into our revision on buffer..(soalan semalam dia putar baeeeekkk punyaaa..lollollolol...huiihhh..my very own hope now is that i wanna climb up high on the peak and scream!! ~hey yawww i'm not stupid!i've grown so well and my mind is more matured than the way i look!can't u seeeeeee~~ :)

it's nice to look around and read whatever matters they're writing and since fb is playing shit wimme..i decided to start blogging.yaaaa it sounds sooo outdated me here but it doesn't matter...cz it's a good start that matters...i love fb cz it keeps me connected to one that i like.it's a he.hihieeee...well another he actuly started everything between me and the first he..i keep missing him and ahhh what crap am i writing on this..owww my..back to my very own reason why i started blogging in all of a sudden.i hate to write and i hate to read.jz hate but not a lot.congratez to all bloggers out there..u guyz managed to glue me to your writings...*claps.well certainly it's somehow not all of the bloggers out there (naahhh jgn nk perasan ahhahah).. i love to look around and drop by to several awesome blogs.noel's is one of the bestest(out of nowhere i'm giving credits to him)hahaah...yayaya..he's great.double the great cz he's also a debater.same goes with me here..hihieeee..it's precisely my passion and i'm looking forward for more and more kinda benchmarking and tournaments in future.heyyyy..i'm still typing...uuuwwww...i think till then cz i'm jz soooo not into writing..erm anyhow jz keep my finger cross that i'll continue blogging (ye eyh??hahah)